Im sorry.

Seem like I have lost the shine.
Hello sunny ray, where are you?

Greenday

This time, I dreamed of Greenday!! The dream was awesome, but too bad I realised that it isnt real when I open my eyes. So Greenday happened to come to a common room and sing for us, it wasnt located in Malaysia, perhaps at other foreign region. I was with a group of people with different skins and races. Billie, Mike and Tre were right in front of me!! We were gathered in a semicircle and I was at the first row! I recognized the faces but Mike and Tre werent named Mike and Tre in my dream, they had different names while Billie is still Billie!! =D Skipped the part they sang cause I dont have a clue of them singing in my dream. We sort like hanging out in the room after their performance, most of the time Tre (whose name isnt Tre in the dream) was the one who keeps talking to me, and we had fun. Ok, so this is a little weird. HAHA! And I get to shout at Billie! Like we were friends than idol and fans. Everyone was having utter fun. Then, we reached an alley between 2 buildings, where there is a flight of staircase. Some were skating, some were running down the stairs and *puff* im awake! What I can remembered most is I hang out with Greenday! HAHAHAHA. Even though it wasnt real, but it was extremely interesting!!

Rawrr!

The family day

Here i am, suffering from eye sore after hours of Merlin. The story is getting no suprise but yet im still stucked with the series, planning to finish it off soon! Im going to rest my mind for a while before thinking of something else more interesting to do. Like knocking at someone's door again? Heh.

These two days, I've had good meals. Too good i suppose, which makes my stomach a little upset. Yesterday, went to try the korean food at DaoRae which is nearby my house, because some of my friends claimed that the food is really delicious. Well after that i consider that is not my favourite cup of tea. I felt my stomach was burning after I had the spicy and sour soup. Couldnt stand the way it is. Today, I didnt know what hit my parents' brain that they were suggesting that we had our lunch at Chilli's. So be it, I had to drag myself out from the bed after I had managed to put myself to sleep after the sun rise. Perhaps too much things running in and out in my mind when i was lying on my bed. The food is as good as usual, less salty compared to last time which was kind of annoying. It's been a while since I share good food with my family =)

How?

Im going to plant sunflower to cherish my misery,
this is what i've been wanting to do for months.

i want to forget and care less about the matter, just let it be.
whatever they do is what can makes them feel happy.
just shut up and enjoy your things because this is what you choose,
im going to mind my own business =]
Ok! this is just something extremely random. I feel like typing these out.
PEACE! .V

Green Monster

Again, the feeling reincarnate tonight, the Jealousy.

Jealous of something you are not,
jealous of something that you never own,
jealous of a person,
jealous of something you eyeing at in the screen right in front of you.

It makes you feel as empty as a bottle,
like a black hole started to absorb everything.
It makes you forget who you are,
and the every tiny pieces that is valuable around you.

It is deadly,
a poison that hidden beneath every cell in a body.